Will I ever found love again?

I met this really nice senior gent at London escorts, and I fell in love with him. I never thought that I would leave London escorts for a man, but that is exactly what I did. Before I knew it, my life was my partner and I loved this wonderful man to bits. When he suddenly died, I felt like my world fell apart. The girls at London escorts were amazed at the amount of money I had inherited, but I did not see that way.

Eric’s death really got to me. A month after he had died, I was still going down to his grave to talk to him everyday. When I told my former London escorts colleagues about it, they got a bit worried about me. A couple of them encouraged me to come back to cheap London escorts, but it was not really what I wanted. I felt like I wanted to curl up in a little ball, but I finally managed to get on with life a little bit better.

Fortunately for me, I did not have to worry about money. Instead I spent my days revisiting all of the places around London that Eric and I had enjoyed so much. I must have walked for hours through London, and in the end, I realised it was kind of a therapy. There were even occasions when I could feel

Eric by my side and that helped a lot. I told my girls at cheap London escorts that I was ghost walking with Eric. They did not laugh, they knew that I missed him a lot. My former boss at London escorts was worried about me, and even came around to take me out for lunch.

Today, things are better and I am working through my grief. No I am not going back to London escorts. Instead I have got myself a little dog, and we often go for a walk to places Eric and I enjoyed. I have even started a course in pottery that I always wanted to do, and I love it. There are days when I feel really blue, but those are the days when puppy and I go and talk to Eric in the churchyard. I tell him all about what I have been up to, and I hope that he can hear me. Sometimes I even have a glass of wine with him.

Will I ever love again? I really don’t know. It will be hard to find a man like Eric. It does not matter how many hot young guys the girls at cheap London escorts try to introduce me to, I am not sure I am going to be able to find a man like Eric again. Perhaps one day, I will meet a man who I really like, but I am not sure it will be the same. Would I want to live with him? No, I like my own space, and the home I shared with Eric still feels like our sacred space. It will take a long time before I let a man across this doorstep, I can tell you that.

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